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And the angel that was sent unto me ,
whose name was Uriel ,
gave me an answer ,
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And said ,
Thy heart hath gone to far in this world ,
and thinkest thou to comprehend the way of the most High ?
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Then said I ,
Yea ,
my lord .
And he answered me ,
and said ,
I am sent to shew thee three ways ,
and to set forth three similitudes before thee :
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Whereof if thou canst declare me one ,
I will shew thee also the way that thou desirest to see ,
and I shall shew thee from whence the wicked heart cometh .
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And I said ,
Tell on ,
my lord .
Then said he unto me ,
Go thy way ,
weigh me the weight of the fire ,
or measure me the blast of the wind ,
or call me again the day that is past .
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Then answered I and said ,
What man is able to do that ,
that thou shouldest ask such things of me ?
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And he said unto me ,
If I should ask thee how great dwellings are in the midst of the sea ,
or how many springs are in the beginning of the deep ,
or how many springs are above the firmament ,
or which are the outgoings of paradise :
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Peradventure thou wouldest say unto me ,
I never went down into the deep ,
nor as yet into hell ,
neither did I ever climb up into heaven .
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Nevertheless now have I asked thee but only of the fire and wind ,
and of the day wherethrough thou hast passed ,
and of things from which thou canst not be separated ,
and yet canst thou give me no answer of them .
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He said moreover unto me ,
Thine own things ,
and such as are grown up with thee ,
canst thou not know ;
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How should thy vessel then be able to comprehend the way of the Highest ,
and ,
the world being now outwardly corrupted to understand the corruption that is evident in my sight ?
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Then said I unto him ,
It were better that we were not at all ,
than that we should live still in wickedness ,
and to suffer ,
and not to know wherefore .
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He answered me ,
and said ,
I went into a forest into a plain ,
and the trees took counsel ,
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And said ,
Come ,
let us go and make war against the sea that it may depart away before us ,
and that we may make us more woods .
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The floods of the sea also in like manner took counsel ,
and said ,
Come ,
let us go up and subdue the woods of the plain ,
that there also we may make us another country .
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The thought of the wood was in vain ,
for the fire came and consumed it .
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The thought of the floods of the sea came likewise to nought ,
for the sand stood up and stopped them .
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If thou wert judge now betwixt these two ,
whom wouldest thou begin to justify ?
or whom wouldest thou condemn ?
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I answered and said ,
Verily it is a foolish thought that they both have devised ,
for the ground is given unto the wood ,
and the sea also hath his place to bear his floods .
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Then answered he me ,
and said ,
Thou hast given a right judgment ,
but why judgest thou not thyself also ?
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For like as the ground is given unto the wood ,
and the sea to his floods :
even so they that dwell upon the earth may understand nothing but that which is upon the earth :
and he that dwelleth above the heavens may only understand the things that are above the height of the heavens .
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Then answered I and said ,
I beseech thee ,
O Lord ,
let me have understanding :
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For it was not my mind to be curious of the high things ,
but of such as pass by us daily ,
namely ,
wherefore Israel is given up as a reproach to the heathen ,
and for what cause the people whom thou hast loved is given over unto ungodly nations ,
and why the law of our forefathers is brought to nought ,
and the written covenants come to none effect ,
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And we pass away out of the world as grasshoppers ,
and our life is astonishment and fear ,
and we are not worthy to obtain mercy .
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What will he then do unto his name whereby we are called ?
of these things have I asked .
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Then answered he me ,
and said ,
The more thou searchest ,
the more thou shalt marvel ;
for the world hasteth fast to pass away ,
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And cannot comprehend the things that are promised to the righteous in time to come :
for this world is full of unrighteousness and infirmities .
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But as concerning the things whereof thou askest me ,
I will tell thee ;
for the evil is sown ,
but the destruction thereof is not yet come .
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If therefore that which is sown be not turned upside down ,
and if the place where the evil is sown pass not away ,
then cannot it come that is sown with good .
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For the grain of evil seed hath been sown in the heart of Adam from the beginning ,
and how much ungodliness hath it brought up unto this time ?
and how much shall it yet bring forth until the time of threshing come ?
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Ponder now by thyself ,
how great fruit of wickedness the grain of evil seed hath brought forth .
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And when the ears shall be cut down ,
which are without number ,
how great a floor shall they fill ?
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Then I answered and said ,
How ,
and when shall these things come to pass ?
wherefore are our years few and evil ?
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And he answered me ,
saying ,
Do not thou hasten above the most Highest :
for thy haste is in vain to be above him ,
for thou hast much exceeded .
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Did not the souls also of the righteous ask question of these things in their chambers ,
saying ,
How long shall I hope on this fashion ?
when cometh the fruit of the floor of our reward ?
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And unto these things Uriel the archangel gave them answer ,
and said ,
Even when the number of seeds is filled in you :
for he hath weighed the world in the balance .
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By measure hath he measured the times ;
and by number hath he numbered the times ;
and he doth not move nor stir them ,
until the said measure be fulfilled .
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Then answered I and said ,
O Lord that bearest rule ,
even we all are full of impiety .
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And for our sakes peradventure it is that the floors of the righteous are not filled ,
because of the sins of them that dwell upon the earth .
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So he answered me ,
and said ,
Go thy way to a woman with child ,
and ask of her when she hath fulfilled her nine months ,
if her womb may keep the birth any longer within her .
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Then said I ,
No ,
Lord ,
that can she not .
And he said unto me ,
In the grave the chambers of souls are like the womb of a woman :
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For like as a woman that travaileth maketh haste to escape the necessity of the travail :
even so do these places haste to deliver those things that are committed unto them .
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From the beginning ,
look ,
what thou desirest to see ,
it shall be shewed thee .
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Then answered I and said ,
If I have found favour in thy sight ,
and if it be possible ,
and if I be meet therefore ,
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Shew me then whether there be more to come than is past ,
or more past than is to come .
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What is past I know ,
but what is for to come I know not .
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And he said unto me ,
Stand up upon the right side ,
and I shall expound the similitude unto thee .
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So I stood ,
and saw ,
and ,
behold ,
an hot burning oven passed by before me :
and it happened that when the flame was gone by I looked ,
and ,
behold ,
the smoke remained still .
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After this there passed by before me a watery cloud ,
and sent down much rain with a storm ;
and when the stormy rain was past ,
the drops remained still .
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Then said he unto me ,
Consider with thyself ;
as the rain is more than the drops ,
and as the fire is greater than the smoke ;
but the drops and the smoke remain behind :
so the quantity which is past did more exceed .
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Then I prayed ,
and said ,
May I live ,
thinkest thou ,
until that time ?
or what shall happen in those days ?
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He answered me ,
and said ,
As for the tokens whereof thou askest me ,
I may tell thee of them in part :
but as touching thy life ,
I am not sent to shew thee ;
for I do not know it .